My Partner

I always know a partner will be harder to get then a lover. Still...I'm just too stuborn to quit looking one for me. I need one to survive with me. Heres how it goes...

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Location: Jakarta, Jakarta, Indonesia

…What About Her… She made by many part of senses to built her into one complete human being. Each feeling failed other sometime. Built war against wishes and needs. Creates curiosity within faith. Even Jealousy in love. But …. Somehow most the time those touches support one another. Just stand survive of obstacles on earth. As A Dot in this universe….

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

How are you my dear King?

How are you my king...
and i know i shall smiles...laugh and happy soon you answer me questions...
your charism infected me in short click!
and thats when i know i miss my king more...

How are you my king?
This folks of yours admire you so much
I got the feeling, yes i got the feeling
but my dear king, i know i cant reach you
terrible feeling i had right now your majesty
terrible... :(

how are you my king?
Swear i tried, but even when i'm a part from you
when i cuddle your 'trust-advisor' next to you
oh dear my king, i cundt stop looking at me and you in my fantasy
And me Lord...when i was so damn low i cudnt stop thinkin about you too
i realised i realy rely on you for the sake of my emotional controll...
gosh it so damn awefull how i realised i have the feeling

how are you my king?
My days was suddenly bright looking at your smiles when you were close...hm...virtualy...
i'm always happy just remembering your jokes and attitude...imaginatively...
i miss you all the time no matter what sort of feeling i have...
...for sake i have the feeling

but my lord...
I cudnt stop blaming the situation when i got turned off seing my king hooking up gurls surrounded him
i hate it, me lord...
swear for the fight in my heart,
i hate saw you in front of me did it!

But...his the king,
it was and been your rules, your way and your desition...
And this folks of yours just wish you the highest happyness you can have...
if it was naughty females servant you required...it shall be yours then my king...

but swear to my heart battle;
it turned me off me lord
and it hurt me deep your majesty...

but what can a folks like me have but your wisdom as carring friend, i shall not ask for more...
this folks knows...
wish the best for my king...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Missingness


What and how is missingness...

This is one of Mariah Carey song about it...

This is how I feel about it...



My All
By; Mariah Carey


I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it’s wrong to love you

Then my heart just won’t let me be right

Cause I’ve drowned in you

And I won’t pull through

Without you by my side


(*)

I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you

I’d risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

Cause I can’t go on

Living in the memory of our song

I’d give my all for your love tonight



Baby can you feel me

Imagining I’m looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you’re so far

Like a distant star

I’m wishing on tonight



(*)

I’d give my all for your love tonight

I’d give my all to have